February 2011
Piano sonata in E Flat Major, Hob. XVI: 52
Weird mood.
Here we go.
I’m listening to Rafal Blechacz play Haydn and it is beautiful. He is brilliant. And by he I meant Rafal Blechacz, but I mean both of them. ANYWAYS.
Weird mood, right.
At first I was really feeling this whole my-parents-being-gone thing. But now I’m kind of lonely. Having no one in my house all the time is kind of depressing. As much as they annoy me,...
While walking with your friends...
christymcharg:
beliebinjus:
… Cool boys and their friends
… Cool girls and their friends
… You and your friends
hahaha
Lolololol.
January 2011
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Lilacs.
I just realized that the second my parents leave for a few days I all of a sudden start becoming responsible and feel the need to clean all the time and make myself healthy breakfasts and shovel the driveway. Weird.
On another note, I realized I don’t really have appropriate attire for a memorial…
May angels lead you in.
I have come to the conclusion that my least favourite thing in the entire world is when horrid and I mean genuinely HORRID things happen to truly good people. I received heartbreaking news today that a fellow castmate/director/friends lost a baby a few days ago. There is nothing more heartbreaking than losing a child at birth. After seeing them go through the pregnancy for the past four months, I...
I was made for you.
I am absolutely crazy about you, boyfriend. You are so good to me and I am so so so so so thankful you are such a part of my life now. My parents love you, especially my mother when you sing and play piano ;). I love that we can do everything together from jumpstarting your car to baking brownies. And even though we suck at watching movies and are constantly making fools of ourselves, I think that...
Here come two incredibly contrasting blogs.
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Californiaaaaa.
Guys, I got to see my best friends today. I hadn’t seen them in forever, which is tragic. Just thought I’d say I love you people more than life itself. That is all.
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Hold me forever.
So I just watched Never Let Me Go. I can’t decide how I felt about it. Hm.
Miracles them all, Edmonton's big mall.
I had a really good today. Like overall, it was just a good day. An average day, but nonetheless good.
I actually accomplished some stuff with school. I took a crap ton of notes and did some reading. I love making nice, neat, colourful notes. It’s the best.
Then I went for lunch with the boyfriend, which was fun. Then we played guitar/banjo together, and I liked that. We need to do that...
Walls.
Facebook sucks. Today it decided it would be fun to delete all my friends. But apparently, you can see that I have friends from other peoples accounts. But I can’t really access anything from my own account though. This is extremely annoying. Especially when I need to contact people.
Suspended 4-3.
On another note, I also love how I can talk to my friends about harmony on the phone. I have the coolest friends ever.
Or nerdiest.
Whichever you so choose.
I think coolest.
outofdeepwaters:
I love the way you can see the bones in people’s hands move when they play instruments, or write. It is the best.
Away we go.
I really love catching up with friends I haven’t seen in a long time. I particularly love catching up with friends who seem to be in the same situation as me and we can share all our ridiculous stories and tell each other everything =) So much love for you.
There's only now, there's only here; give in to...
With a thousand sweet kisses, I'll cover you.
Another pilot.
Ugh I am in the weirdest head space today. I dislike it. I think it’s a combination of Titanic withdrawl and hormones. Nonetheless, it sucks. I have zero motivation to do anything. I do however, want to clean out my car today. That is something I would really like to accomplish.
I need to stop being threatened by the past. She isn’t in the picture anymore, I need to remember that.
I...
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I've been asleep for a long, long time.
Some words.
I am easily threatened by other people. I have this fear that someone way better than me is going to come a long and you’ll leave. This also goes hand-in-hand with my bad tendency of getting jealous. As hard as I try to not let this fear of not being good enough get in the way, once in a while it will. I know people tell me otherwise, but I still don’t understand why you...
Make a go of it.
So right now I am reading about Titanic on Wikipedia and clicking all the various names I am finding familiar. Why I hadn’t done this before, I do not know. But weird connection. Mr. Murdoch’s full name is William McMaster Murdoch. I know there is a veeeeery small chance there is any relation to me, but still! What if there is? That would be pretty cool. But also, this is extremely...
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Godspeed.
I can’t bring myself to write my “Titanic is over” blog. Because once I write it I have a feeling it will sink in that we are actually done.
SO, instead I will torture myself by going through all my pictures and start sorting the best ones to make the book.
Yours to keep.
And so it begins. The over emotional mess that is me when a show is coming to the end. I think just in general right now I have too many displaced feelings.
It started when I phoned my dad to let him know I was at Kilk’s. Because my mother is not in the city, I had to talk to him, which I didn’t want to because he is a hell of a lot more strict and doesn’t get the whole...
To the stars.
contradictioninsentence:
There is something about Titanic that makes it a beautiful thing. It is melancholy, and truly is a moment which reminded man that they are not invincible.